What a LITTERLY💩 S%*% 💩DAY!!!!! 2-16-19
Feb 16, 2019

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well I just got done cleaning up the
kitchen I took a shower I feel so nice
and refreshed I'm actually going to be
putting on my medicine again today it's
doing so much better though honestly I
will say right now my skin I went I
slept last night without this on and
literally it was like totally I woke up
and I still was really soft so yeah but
when I take a shower for sure for sure
and I wash my face with the the face
wash then I need to make sure that I put
this one on because I feel like the face
wash dries my face out and I think
that's why I've been having more of that
cracking burning feeling so I feel like
my softness is coming back finally
finally I mean it's taking me looking
like a soggy wet horse all the time but
ya know and then after I did that I made
some treats for the kids because they
have been really good although today is
day one of Omar been--and underwears and
he has already had four accidents
because he's not wanting to take time on
the toilet like I will take him and then
he'll sit there for a second then he'll
be like okay and I gotta go and I'm like
no let's sing the ABCs let's do this and
he's just like nope
so the last time he had an accident he
had to sit in a timeout because he he
knows what he's doing he's just not
taking time and then I made me look what
I'm
homemade coffee yes it's a homemade one
I always put whipped cream on top but I
never I never take it I it goes to the
bottom my cup and I never use it um
although I still count the calories in
it but I just wanted a coffee
oli has been out working today so it's
been just a kind of chillax relaxed day
I have been doing laundry lots of
laundry and I'm gonna continue with mr.
P but over here and then I cleaned up
the kitchen and then I still have still
have the living room in the bathroom and
the dining room but I'm gonna do that
later gosh I had I took a little bite of
one of the kids as popcorns and one of
the Colonel's got stuck under my tooth I
can't get it out you know so when I
clench my teeth down that pressure oh my
gosh it's hitting a nerve so anyways
yeah I just been trying to be busy bee
and do my cleaning and stuff and things
that I just needed to do and I'm sitting
here and some comfy clothes got my comfy
what are both there Walmart leggings but
um they are comfy fall colors and then
my fallish looking little long-sleeve
it's cool because it's like it's thin
but it's just perfect like I love it it
feels great
so anyways that is what I'm doing I'm
going to get online here in a second and
do some answering of messages and wait
for my little Booker but to get home
from school and then go from there so
I'll check in with you guys in a little
bit
good morning good afternoon
good everything because I'm coming to
you Oh Saturday
um so last night I got busy oh my gosh I
got busy and I did not close my fogs so
we're closing it now but I love doing
that sometimes it's nice to carry over
to the next day and then it's kind of
like I've logged two days in a row but
it's really not because you guys only
see one of them at the time um anyways
today was well yesterday was a really
good day it just I got a lot done that
needed to be done I clean cleaned
cleaned and I cleaned but it really felt
good um I didn't get my after shop shop
I hadn't get my after shop didn't get my
after look done of the kitchen because I
completely spaced it by the time I got
down to lay the kids down for bed I was
like oh my god I did not show you guys
the ending result my kitchen cleaning
but you guys got the bad part I'll show
you guys hopefully I'll get up and do
that before I close off today um okay
then go charge it go torture Jarek can
you please flip that on to the charger
honey
anyways so get to a chance to show you
guys the ending of the kitchen I did get
the bathroom done so yesterday I started
doing potty training with Omar and oh my
gosh literally that was one of the
reasons I did not finish my blog
yesterday I went to bed so defeated and
so frustrated beyond measures from
yesterday's potty training
fiasco with him so I started clearly
first thing in the morning we my tripod
is so broken you guys it is like bad
broken and I am just praying that it
lasts because
Mama's not gonna go by anyone not right
now um anyways I started him first thing
in the morning we took off his pull-up
that was his last pull-up and I told
Ollie I was like once we once we by him
were to army once we're done with these
were done like we're not we're not doing
this anymore
so I he took off his pull-up and we went
directly sat on the toilet and he's like
so impatient that he will actually first
hold on
he threw a complete meltdown fit for
probably about 15 minutes before I was
like no you're not getting a diaper
you're not getting a pull-up you're
going to put underwears on you're gonna
do this so we made it an exciting thing
but he just wasn't having it so then I
turned around and I put him on the
toilet but he's very impatient so in
return he would like sit there for five
seconds literally but okay I'm done I'm
done and I'm like no you have to sit
down you've got to go to the bathroom
nope slowly about every 15 to 20 minutes
I'd be like okay let's go sit on the
toilet we'd sit on the toilet for two
seconds and he'd be off so we did this
like four oh my god we did this all day
but so he has his first accident so I
change them we talk about where peepee
goes we made it a you know a thing where
you know you're you're really gonna work
hard on this you're gonna do this you're
gonna be pointing to the Cheerios we're
gonna work gonna get this clean him up
sit him on his way take him back to the
toilet we could going he has another
accident
so this repeated itself five times you
guys have five accidents finally by the
last one I was like okay if you have
another accident you're going to timeout
like we're done you know what you're
doing and he was just being a pill so
his next one he has an accident so I put
him in timeout because I'm like no you
know and he knew he knew the second he
had the accident he came to me he's like
I don't want to go to timeout but
but I'm soaked I'm like oh no boy you're
going to timeout and we're gonna clean
you up so I made him take his own
clothes off put him in the laundry room
you know I'm like no if you want to have
him you know a mess then you're gonna
clean it up you are four years old you
are old enough you're not a little baby
you know like we're working down with
this little stage in life so we clean
him up
well I clean him up and put another pair
of underwear on you on him now mind you
I have already by this point did four
loads of laundry because I'm having to
keep up with on doors and pants and
everything else and I'm just like bah
so I put him back up on the toilet he
sits there for a few seconds and he's
off but by this point he was Putin Putin
means he was farting so I'm like oh dude
if you have to take a crap you better go
to the toilet like we ain't play mean I
do not want to clean crap out of your
pants so we did this whole I don't know
probably a good hour oh my god you guys
so I came in here he was in the living
room with Ezra and Maya they were
watching a movie and I came in here
quietly to answer reply back to comments
and Maya comes in and says mom I'm like
what and he's like there's a big old
turd in the living room on the floor and
I'm like what Oh
so apparently Omar took a crap in his
pants but he didn't want to go to
timeout so he thought he would clean
himself up oh my god you guys he came in
and he had poop all over the place he
had poop all over his hands all over his
legs all over oh I just wanted to cry by
this point I was just like they say
potty training animals is hard I know
potty training Omar is hard okay
and Cyril was a breeze oh my god I just
to decry I just wanted to curl in a ball
and cry so I had to put him in the
bathtub by this point he is flipping out
because he doesn't want to take a bath
and I'm like whoa you have poop on you
like what do you want me to do so not
only did he have poop on him but he got
poop on me because he had poop on his
hands so we were complete a poop mess
and all he's looking at me like I'm
disgusted at this point right now
because I'm talking about this but I'm
sharing with you guys my day like this
was a really day today yesterday so I
cleaned him up and we get going for the
night and then esfir comes to me and
it's like mommy I have poop on my pillow
how in the world you got poop on your
pillow well somehow
mr. Omar decided to flip his poop
somehow and it landed up on her pillow
so there's crap on her pillow well I had
to watch Oliver Betty so remotely this
is why I did not close my vlog last
night because I just really needed the
night to completely come to an end like
it had to come to a halt there was no
more there was no more of Amy doing
anything other than putting my children
to bed and going to bed so to sum this
all up into a ball of bubbles it was an
epic fail of potty training Omar
yesterday clearly you know what he's not
in a position where he wants to do it
yet and it's gonna be one of those
because he has that personality of he
will do as he wants when he wants and
how he wants I'm not allowing him to
just continue to crap himself but I'm
also not going to deal with you know I'm
not gonna make this into obedience
session it's just not you know so I call
it as it is whether I'm a bad mom or a
good mom but um I think I'm gonna wait a
little bit longer before I do it again
because he's just he has no ambition to
want to do it he has no interest he is
not ready yet and I just it's gonna
become a you know a tug of war between
who's gonna win and right now Omar won
because I was so burned out yesterday
emotionally I was so exhausted that I
literally could have cried myself to
sleep last night
that's how just went frustrated I went
to bed clearly I just was like no I'm
done so yeah that was how that went now
as for on the other hand she's 100%
potty-trained she don't wear a diaper at
all even at nighttime
she is 110 percent potty-trained she has
not had one accident at night type
nothing nothing thank God but Omar on
the other hand he has proven to be a lot
more harder than what I thought I'm good
for it let's do our book reading really
quick while we have a chance let's see
we are on January 16 2019 and it says
worrying about something will never
change the outcome but denying the worry
will never bring you peace acknowledge
the anxiety give the situation to God
and spend your day knowing that it's
handled let's read that one more time
worried about something will never
change the outcome but denying the worry
will never bring you peace acknowledge
the anxiety give the situation to God
and spend your day knowing that it's
handled so that is really true and you
know I think in life all together these
days I think it's easy to get caught up
in the worry the worry of you know are
we gonna make them enough money to pay
bills you know our anxiety and worry
about you know situations that you might
be facing you know I think that just
giving it over to the higher power you
know and I'm not preaching to you guys
cuz that's not I don't do that here on
my channel everybody has
their ways of handling anxiety but
releasing it and letting it go is gonna
be your best thing because dwelling upon
it and fixating on what you can't fix um
what you don't have control over will
only create your your life to become
nothing but chaos so for me I think that
that speaks a lot because you know I
have things that are always weighing on
my shoulder of thoughts you know
thoughts about you know money thoughts
about family thoughts about situations
with you know relationships and you know
I have a doctor's appointment coming up
on Monday and you know that's a doctor's
appointment that could definitely be
causing me a lot of anxiety but I I just
can't allow myself to go that direction
because if I do I
I really will not ever be able to be
100% so I think allowing myself to just
release it and say okay you know what I
can't control the outcome I can't
control what you know what the doctors
gonna say all I can do is control my
emotion and control the fact that I'm
not going to allow this to create such a
heaviness on me that it will definitely
affect the way that my life is ruling at
the time and I've just had to stop
worrying about it and and realize that
whatever the outcome is I I can't make
it be or not be what I want to hear or
what I do want to hear so that really
speaks a lot to me especially this week
as I'm facing you know like I said the
doctor's appointment um so yeah that was
a good one um well you guys I hope you
are having a wonderful start to your as
a Saturday and I will check in with you
guys in a little bit
I am going to sit down and answer some
messages back and respond to some emails
and then I will check in with you guys
in a little bit and let you know what is
up for the agenda so yeah that's that
for you um but I didn't know if we do
our reading today I think we did so I'm
gonna close this vlog so I can reopen up
my vlog for today uh so I am going to
close here you guys but I hope you guys
had a wonderful wonderful wonderful
Friday and had a blessed time with your
families
I will check in with you guys in a
little bit for Saturday's law but until
then you guys have a wonderful start to
you guys this morning's and I'll talk to
you soon bye
